Rose Madrid-Swetman

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July 24, 2009

Blogging Again

Category: All Posts,Random Thoughts – Rose – 1:08 pm

I haven’t been blogging for a few months. Too much going on.

Alex played baseball in the Spring and then made the All Star’s Team. We lost control of our schedule. He had practices 6 days a week and then game to game depended on if they won or lost the prior game. He is obsessed with baseball! It was a ton of fun watching him but March through mid-July was a bit long.

My mom passed away in June. That was a tough time. Once again all the unresolved issues that come up for a highly dysfunctional family came right to the surface. The farther away I get from her passing the more I am able to disconnect from all the negative emotions that come from having to interact with my siblings. I am actually relieved that I don’t ever have to interact with them again. And when I say that, it might seem harsh but there are some times when there is no hope for reconciliation because without change it’s dangerous to put yourself back into an unsafe situation. Now that my mom is gone there is no reason and that is a relief.

Rich and I took a short trip to Vegas to just get away for a few days. While we were there my daughter convinced me to play in a Texas Hold’em tourney. I did, there were 154 players and I won! I played from 7:00 p.m. to 5:00 a.m. What a surreal, fun, crazy experience. I was in shock for days afterward. Rich and I walked around Vegas for the next 2 days in utter amazement we kept saying to each other “how did that happen?”

VCC is going well. Some changes coming soon. Very exciting.

I am on the last leg of my doctoral journey. I am writing my dissertation. I have been a bit paralyzed and blocked thinking about the 260 pages I need to write. Someone gave me a brilliant idea to write 12 pages at a time. I am going to try it. I am also blogging again. It helps me get the creative writing juices flowing.

We are having a beautiful summer in Seattle. I cannot remember a time that the weather was this great and for so long. Back to writing…

2 Comments »

  1. Congrats on winning the Texas Hold em tournament. How much $$ did you win?

    Comment by DD — July 25, 2009 @ 5:25 am

  2. I won 5k!

    Comment by Rose — August 4, 2009 @ 10:55 am

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